Today felt myself like a puppet. During lunch hour, sitting there keep quiet and nothing to say, keep on smile on what my collegue said, just like a puppet, i think i look silly for them. Next time can I have lunch alone? I want to find a restaurant that seldom got my collegue go, so that I can enjoy my lunch, can be myself...now I feel like I am wearing a 'mask' while facing my collegue...why I cant be myself in front of them?
Bored....nothing to learn, they keep on give me simple thing to do. Feel like my degree is useless, what for I study so well in my university time, sometimes will thinking why I dont enjoy my time in university, why am I put so many effort for my study? FOR WHAT?! who can tell me, why we want to get 1st class?...now I know, good result is useless one...
aiyo dun said till useless mar...
ReplyDeletejust that no use in different field, you should be proud that u are so smart~
im proud that my fren got 1st class~ im proud of u~ =)
try mix more ler... at first is like that one...
After mixing with them for some time then you wil knw what to talk with them... perhaps travel, food, entertainment~ ^^
good luck~ *hugs*
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haha~~now i don't bother so much, my target now is to save a lot of money and back-pack with ang ee voon after 1 and half year later. You want to join?
ReplyDeletei wan!!! save how much? back pack to where?
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ee voon said go cambodia woh...
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