诺言

因为太闲了，特别想念你。
因为太想了，特别的寂寞。
因为太寂寞，开始胡思乱想，害怕自己不能遵守自己许下的诺言...

选择

没有所谓的对与错，只是时机不对...希望我不要后悔自己所做的决定。

人生实在太多分叉路，太多的事情要做决定。选择，没有对与错，只有适合与不适合，好与不好。或许，现在不太适合太稳定的生活，所以选择不去。我知道我将会错失一个机会，但谁也不能预料以后会怎样。毕竟，命运是自己掌握的。有的必有失，没有一个决定或选择是十全十美的。

Birthday

Is everyone like their birthday? Is that necessary to celebrate it? Before my birthday is coming, I will start to imagine how my family, bf and friends celebrate with me. But when my birthday, no one celebrate with me, almost happen every year. Slowly, I think it is not important to celebrate...haha...furthermore, I don't know what is the meaning to celebrate my birthday actually...for my birthday, got two meanings, one is my birth, another one, is my mum dead...haiz...so embarrased, if celebrate with full of happiness, that mean I totally forget my mum's sacrifice...soooo...I also don't know...haha...

Today is my collegue's birthday. And yesterday I received a msg from her saying that our manager need us to go back work in this weekend. Then my collegue give me a reason not going back to work is because her big day...and I think it is reasonable, but then when I told other collegues about it, they start to criticize her, 'wah, who does she think she is, birthday no need to work ah, last time I birthday I also need to work ah....blah blah...' haiz...just because of me, accidentally saying the wrong thing, made my pity collegue criticize by people, next time I better said I don't know or keep quiet...