喜欢？爱情？

爱，究竟是什么？如何才叫爱一个人。虽然有男朋友，但还是搞不清楚爱是什么。有时平淡得让我怀疑自己的感觉，这就是爱？为什么和电视剧里的不一样，伤心时真的会像心碎了一般？开心时会像置身在天堂？不懂...什么是爱...我们的...是否只是喜欢？

puppet & bored

Today felt myself like a puppet. During lunch hour, sitting there keep quiet and nothing to say, keep on smile on what my collegue said, just like a puppet, i think i look silly for them. Next time can I have lunch alone? I want to find a restaurant that seldom got my collegue go, so that I can enjoy my lunch, can be myself...now I feel like I am wearing a 'mask' while facing my collegue...why I cant be myself in front of them?

Bored....nothing to learn, they keep on give me simple thing to do. Feel like my degree is useless, what for I study so well in my university time, sometimes will thinking why I dont enjoy my time in university, why am I put so many effort for my study? FOR WHAT?! who can tell me, why we want to get 1st class?...now I know, good result is useless one...

secret

秘密...每个人心中都有秘密不能告诉别人。秘密收在心里，有点不好受。有时怕自己不小心说漏了嘴，有时怕别人不小心谈起，有时候因为守着一个秘密，被逼说谎来掩饰。我讨厌说谎，也讨厌别人对我说谎。天啊，我何时才能不用守着这个秘密...

unknown

yosh...finally created my blog...here, no one will know who am I, I can say whatever I want...haha...regret to gossip my collegue in FB, next time wont do that, why am I so stupid...