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一年又结束了。
这一年里，发生了很多事。
对我来说，这一年，是我人生的转折点。
毕业了，也开始投入社会。
刚开始，真的有点不习惯，考虑过在继续读书。
但，不能为了逃避工作而升学。

现在，工作已经五个月了。
还蛮满意现在的生活，只是无聊了一点。
周日忙得不可开交，周末闲得发慌。
如果可以平均一点就好了。

Interesting weekend

First, stealing plastic bag in supermarket. Not because it is expensive (cost only three ringgit fifty cents), is because i dont want to wasting plastic. We need only 20 pieces, but the supermarket sold it in bulk. So, i suggest to take one plastic bag from each bulk. Haha...at the end, we didnt get caught...so, next time no need to buy plastic bag from supermarket, JUST TAKE IT!!!

Second, silly thing. Lost in our hometown. Plan to go for hiking but lost at the end, we reach "pusing"...haha...spend more than one hour to kledang hill...

Third, spending eight ringgit to watch a lousy movie, Skyline. Lousy ending, the guy became one of the alien at the end and protect his gf...haiz...then i prefer all the people dead at the end rather than this stupid ending...

诺言

因为太闲了，特别想念你。
因为太想了，特别的寂寞。
因为太寂寞，开始胡思乱想，害怕自己不能遵守自己许下的诺言...

选择

没有所谓的对与错，只是时机不对...希望我不要后悔自己所做的决定。

人生实在太多分叉路，太多的事情要做决定。选择，没有对与错，只有适合与不适合，好与不好。或许，现在不太适合太稳定的生活，所以选择不去。我知道我将会错失一个机会，但谁也不能预料以后会怎样。毕竟，命运是自己掌握的。有的必有失，没有一个决定或选择是十全十美的。

Birthday

Is everyone like their birthday? Is that necessary to celebrate it? Before my birthday is coming, I will start to imagine how my family, bf and friends celebrate with me. But when my birthday, no one celebrate with me, almost happen every year. Slowly, I think it is not important to celebrate...haha...furthermore, I don't know what is the meaning to celebrate my birthday actually...for my birthday, got two meanings, one is my birth, another one, is my mum dead...haiz...so embarrased, if celebrate with full of happiness, that mean I totally forget my mum's sacrifice...soooo...I also don't know...haha...

Today is my collegue's birthday. And yesterday I received a msg from her saying that our manager need us to go back work in this weekend. Then my collegue give me a reason not going back to work is because her big day...and I think it is reasonable, but then when I told other collegues about it, they start to criticize her, 'wah, who does she think she is, birthday no need to work ah, last time I birthday I also need to work ah....blah blah...' haiz...just because of me, accidentally saying the wrong thing, made my pity collegue criticize by people, next time I better said I don't know or keep quiet...

喜欢？爱情？

爱，究竟是什么？如何才叫爱一个人。虽然有男朋友，但还是搞不清楚爱是什么。有时平淡得让我怀疑自己的感觉，这就是爱？为什么和电视剧里的不一样，伤心时真的会像心碎了一般？开心时会像置身在天堂？不懂...什么是爱...我们的...是否只是喜欢？

puppet & bored

Today felt myself like a puppet. During lunch hour, sitting there keep quiet and nothing to say, keep on smile on what my collegue said, just like a puppet, i think i look silly for them. Next time can I have lunch alone? I want to find a restaurant that seldom got my collegue go, so that I can enjoy my lunch, can be myself...now I feel like I am wearing a 'mask' while facing my collegue...why I cant be myself in front of them?

Bored....nothing to learn, they keep on give me simple thing to do. Feel like my degree is useless, what for I study so well in my university time, sometimes will thinking why I dont enjoy my time in university, why am I put so many effort for my study? FOR WHAT?! who can tell me, why we want to get 1st class?...now I know, good result is useless one...

secret

秘密...每个人心中都有秘密不能告诉别人。秘密收在心里，有点不好受。有时怕自己不小心说漏了嘴，有时怕别人不小心谈起，有时候因为守着一个秘密，被逼说谎来掩饰。我讨厌说谎，也讨厌别人对我说谎。天啊，我何时才能不用守着这个秘密...

unknown

yosh...finally created my blog...here, no one will know who am I, I can say whatever I want...haha...regret to gossip my collegue in FB, next time wont do that, why am I so stupid...